hey today school was fine but then when i got home i had a fight with HIM! i cant believe i fight again with HIM it has been goign on awhile now i dont kow what i shoud do anymore until i msg him that i asked himto come to school tomorrow but then he dint want to then he ask me to go his HSE so now i have no choice but to go his HSE and settle everything once again...this always happen when ending of the week or on thursday i dont even know why must it happen on these DAYS can anybody tell me why?! im so freaking confused with my life and my study life its just not really working out with me no matter what i do this alwasy happen sooner or later if not eveything will be perfect and ill feel somethign is wrong like something is missing part of life =(

advise helpfull ryte now ill take any advise to cheer me up i hope i can SETTLE this thign by tomorrow when im at his HSE=\why must things lhappen like this every single time why cant everybody lives be as happy as having no such problem to be involve tell me WHY??!! im so freaking stress right now(like in the pic)....argh=.= and to tell you sommething this HIM right? is not my BF his this guy thats likes me and well i think i have feelings for him as well thats why im sad and hurt and oso i have to admit jealous sometimes heheh^^ i cant believe i admit that anyway this is about it if anything else that happen the 1st thing ill do is post it in the blog =)